Hole in One

I think there is a 'hole'.
A big hole that screwed up on my life.

I hate to put fake smile when i look at you.
I hate when i found myself craving for you.
I hate when my fingers cant stop writing your name a thousand times.
I hate when 'Unbelieveable' from Craig David reminds me of you.
I hate when i'm on my period, i always crying for you.
I hate when rain gently fall at night. You both are the same. Pretty. And tender. But actually are cold.

i still love you but i'm not going to let you hurt me anymore. you had a second chance and blew it, you lost me.